It's not going to be easy.

My dearest BFUC has left for Sydney. I'm sinking into half a depression. That idiot made me cry at the airport. He's an idiot. Which retard makes cries when he sees all his friends?? I would be smiling like crazy. Vernonchow i need you here now. I'm strong but not that strong. I'm very scared now. I have so much to tell you.

27th November Ion starbucks with Jontang&Chelsea. HAHA i think he suffered a hell lot. We were questioning him like mad bitches. SORRY JONTANG. We promise we won't give you a hard time anymore next time! But it was freaking hilarious. Then Nicole poped by for awhile. Talked awhile more then left to get some clothes. I've decided on my phone. & MY MUMMY PROMISED ME SHE'LL GET ME MY MACBOOK PRO when she gets back!

26th November We went to Crystal Jade for breakfast! & he started taking photos of everything! Omg watching him walk through the guards and standing there and waving before going in SO DEPRESSING. Okay i'm going to miss you ALOT. Thank god for the phone&computer. But it's 17 days, we will survive. & i promise i wasn't bullshitting everything you idiot. See you when you get back! Have fun there. & though i kept telling you i hate you, I love you my dearest BFUC. I'll write in my diary EVERYDAY so you better too!

25th November So BFUC's last day in Singapore! Met him&Ty at paragon starbucks for coffee! I swear we were like idiots and talked a whole lot of rubbish. But it was fun and i was greatly entertained. I was hitting them both like crazy for being idiots/bastards/assholes BUT i think at the end of the day the only thing that hurt was my hand! Then walked down mine&Desiree's favorite stretch of Orchard road! Yay i was so happy! The weather was so good and it felt nice! HAHA we were like tourist taking photos of everything!

Take it easyyyyyyyyyyyy. Chillax.

Okayyyyy i wasn't done with last week so let's continue with the fantabulous holiday. Omg my mummy's been throwing bitch fits because i've been going out too much, it's annoying!

Jevon that idiot's not meeting up with us! He's being a horrible thing! He's always busy! LOUSY THING!

Anywayyyyyyy I MISS NICKTING THE JOKE ALOT. HURRY UP COME BACK YOU JOKE! & MY DEAR SLUT, BRANDONWONG TOO! BOTH OF YOU SERIOUSLY GET YOUR ASSES BACK HERE ASAP!

19th November Met Vernonchow at ion where we just sat and talked about alot of stuff. It was the typical bestfriend talk. Love it! Brandonwong&Ty joined for lunch at sushitei at taka! It was disgusting. We got all red faced at 3pm. I'm never drinking in the afternoon ever again! Then went over to coffeeclub for coffee then Amelia&Chelsea joined the 4 of us for dinner at paragon, dintaifeng. Went for drinks again after that. Walked around town at night red faced and acting like retards. & LOOK AT THE PHOTOS. HILARIOUS. When the 2 retards Vernonchow&Ty were Primary6, they looked like that:

JOKES RIGHT. They both look so different and a hell lot better now. Seriously, it's so amusing! It's super funny!

COUPLE OF THE YEAR, THEY ARE GOING TO GET MARRIED IN THE FUTURE! HAHA.

Getting the heat on!

THIS MADE ME LAUGH:

Brandon Y says (3:13 AM):

Gilda gilda gilda gilda gildaaaaa says (3:16 AM):

Brandon Y says (3:16 AM):

Gilda gilda gilda gilda gildaaaaa says (3:19 AM):

Brandon Y says (3:19 AM):

HAHAHAHA ISN'T THAT HILARIOUS!

I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO BLOG! PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSS&MORE.

14th November was Barker Carnival which was annoying. At least i got to see my both my bestfriends! Walked around, bumped into lots of people, saw loads of people, screamed at lots of people then cabbed down to town. Then 4 of us decided to go to starbucks and just freeload of the seats cos we were so freaking tired. Desiree came so went off to meet her. Bumped into Nickting&Jontang again. Ate then walked around alot then home. Oh yeah my new haircut:

It's ALMOST party time.

I seriously can't wait for the 13th of November. Vernonchow was telling me about how 13th november is the cursed date & it's on a friday making the curse so horribly true. BUT WHATEVER. We're going to reverse the curse and make 13th november the BEST, friday the 13th, ever. I hope. There's so many things i want to do that day it's crazyyyyyyyyy.

Before i continue typing anymore shit, there's 2 people i need to wish:

LYNETTELIM  HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!! May all your wishes come true. My number one wish is for you my dear to be happy always. We've known each other for so long & i'm really glad we got close last year! I have no idea why we hated each other so much in primary school but i totally love you now. Thanks for all the breaks that we've had together throughout this whole prelims+olevels period & all the talks too. I love you so so so very much and you must never forget that. Remember all our planned outings for after olevels!

STEPHANIELEONG  I AM SO SORRY. I've always remembered your birthday is on 10th November but somehow yesterday the information did not register. But HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!! Though we don't exactly talk very much these days but i'll still always remember you for all the stories you've told me and everything we've shared since soooo long ago. Especially our good old tuition days. My pretty little Stephy study really really hard & do well okay. I know you're smart enough. Catch up soon okay! Love you so much!

 I'm sending flying kisses to both of you now! I promise i'll make it up to you 2 somehow for forgetting yesterday!

Now back to my life.

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Let's take it from here.

"I don't care if you're dead or alive, because you'll always be my bestfriend regardless. To me, you'll always be alive." I really love this. I know you love it too Vernonchow! I bet it made you smile. HAHA.

& i've planned for after olevels too. I really can't wait for it to be all over. Seriously. All the after olevels plans are dancing in my head. BUT i've been trying to study too. & it's been okay i guess? It's definitely wayyyyyy more productive than going to school. But i still can't wait to go back, i miss all of you too. All your sms-es really made me smile.

2 more weeks. How scary is that. I am freaking out.

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